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3rd-Jan-2012 02:21 pm(no subject)
alot like love
I felt you in my legs,
before I ever met you.

I feel you in my heart,
and I don't even know you.
3rd-Jan-2012 02:18 pm(no subject)
Ashton
I smile but I'm not really happy.
I ask but I don't want to know.
I talk but I'm not saying anything.
I laugh but I don't find it funny.
I cry but it doesn't really mean anything.
I get up but I'm not really awake.
I sleep but I'm not resting.
I am alive but I'm not really living.
20th-Sep-2011 09:37 pm - Can anybody start this thing before my head explodes?
jeffo

So.
I'm lying on my bed, half-naked, in a sty of a room. I'm listening to Coldplay on repeat and doing absolutely nothing else.

I woke up at 4pm today, and for the past 4 days. Now I'm just reflecting on what a waste my life has become and hopefully drift off to sleep.

I know that I'm in a very bad place in my life.
I am lost without any sense of direction.
The thought of meeting people annoys the shit out of me, yet alone school.

And I'm perpetually broke these days, to feed my various addictions. I would name a few, but that might cause unwanted repercussions. So fuck that.

Sometimes I feel that my life as you know it, is over.

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30th-Aug-2011 04:04 am - Today, I don't feel like doing anything.
jeffo

I have a lot of things on my mind right now.
I feel like I'm a stone throw away from implosion. I know that I'm supposed to let it out instead of bottling everything up.

But I'm afraid that if I type/write it out.
It becomes real.

And I don't know if I can handle that right now.

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26th-Apr-2011 09:58 pm - Lark on my go-kart
jeffo
 Ok it's been 4 days since I got my Lancer CS3.
I FUCKING LOVE IT.
It's so much easier to drive relative to Gary's fucked up Mazda. 

First things first. 
my lancer is A FARKING GANGSTER CAR. 
DON'T PLAY PLAY. 
hahahahahaha. 
The downside is that the modified engine drinks petrol like it's crack.

anyways. 
been traveling like mad. 
my full tank lasted for 3 days. (WHICH IS REAL BAD)

on saturday. 
Drove to Bedok Reservoir to pick jojo up. 
Then headed to Vivo for dinner and movie. 

on sunday.
Drove my sister to work and then picked her up after that. 

on monday.
Sent donson home from school. 

today. 
drove classmates to The Cathay for lunch + movie. 
Here's the epic part. 
We managed to squeeze 7 people in my car. 
Choon Ling kickin' it in the front seat. 
Deborah on Marcus' lap.
Zhuang Yun on Sharon's lap.
Ian Low on Donson's lap. (LOLOL)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
luckily didnt get caught by TP. 

And then went to the workshop to change tyre+rims. 
And then back home.

Quickly changed and went to meet Jane Tegan for dinner.
Fetch her from her school. 
Drove to Jurong Point. Ate like pigs at Carls Jr. 

And when leaving, my sister called me. She was in JP too. 
So I drove her and her friend back along with Jane. 
And Jane probably was dying inside.
My sister's friend is a little mentally retarded. (not in the literal sense)
Can't stop laughing. 

Okay.
Exhausted as fuck.
And listen up people

I WILL NOT KEEP UP WITH CHAUFFEURING YOU MOFOS.
PETROL MONEY Y'ALL GIVING ME AH?!
 

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16th-Apr-2011 10:50 pm - Seriously, Seriously, Seriously, It makes me crazy.
Ashton
 Okay. Today was quite exciting. 

I skipped Napfa, yet again!
LOL. 
Decided to go to VJC Expose instead. 
AND AND AND... I drove there by myself.

Thank god Gary pumped full tank. 
Cause after VJ Expose, I decided to be nice and gave 3 juniors a lift. 
And it was raining. 
So yeah, thank god nothing bad happened. 

When I got home, my mom wanted me to drive her to a funeral.
seriously. 
So yeah, drove her to some place near Bukit Merah. 
Then went up to the funeral house to pay respects. 
2nd time at funeral, still felt creeped out.

Then my mom's sister was there too. 
After that, had to drive my mom and her sister to shop.
seriously man. 
was like their personal chauffeur.
I had to follow them and carry the shopping bags etc. 

After Dinner, drove them to Serangoon North to drop my mom's sis.
Then drove home, finally. 

so yeah. spent the whole day driving today. 
Felt damn awesome. 
but tired as well. 
and my GPS hates the expressways.
All the routes it shows tries to bypass the expressways.
so irritating. arghhhh.

can't wait for my car to come. 
Yeap, Gary bought me a Mitsubishi Lancer (2007 model)
Well, not a fan of the design. but it's better than his fucked up Mazda. 
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO. CAN'T WAIT. CAN'T SLEEP. 
If all goes well, I should be driving it before next thursday :]
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8th-Apr-2011 03:02 pm - How bout a round of applause.
chris (skins)
Well, today was so tumultuous.

I drove to school via the expressway for the first time today.
Well, it was not that bad I guess.
Only 1 embarrassing part where I had to turn left, but the left lane was jammed.
Gary had to stick his hand out to make them give way. 
Well, lucky he was there. Otherwise I would have missed the turn and end up elsewhere.

I'm still getting used to the car.
Thanks to Gary and his need to modify every single shit, it's quite hard to handle the car.
The steering wheel is tiny, makes turning and parking 10 times more harder.
And the the half-clutch is damn high, so yeah, have to get use to that.
AND AND AND.
It has shit brakes.
So yeah, hope i don't die in the next 2 months. 

AND, SCHOOL.
A Level Project Work Results. 
Well, I wouldn't say I was over the moon. That's probably because I expected my A. 
So it was not really a shocker.
But what really shocked me was that my whole group didn't get A.
Seriously, I think we were like freaking amazing. 
The 2 members in my group that didn't get their A, really did not deserve their grade.
THEY SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN A. 
THIS IS NOT RIGHT. 
HEAR ME KC AND JOAN? FUCK YOU

another shocker was that there was only 7 As in my class, 
while my school had 75% A.
srsly, tanw, FUCK YOU TOO. 

still not over the fact that my whole group didn't get A. 
fuck this shit.

my group's meeting up later tonight, for dinner. 
To celebrate/mourn. 

YO, PW, I'MMA LET YOU FINISH; BUT NJ032 IS THE BEST GODDAMN GROUP OF ALL TIME!
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5th-Apr-2011 07:48 pm - oh you fancy huh?
maxxie/michelle
TODAY 

IS

THE

BEST

DAY 

OF 

MY 

LIFE

SO

FAR!!
 
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26th-Feb-2011 11:35 pm - when you're around
maxxie/michelle
I haven't been updating this space.
but
I have been diligently updating my tumblr. 
i am addicted.
LIKE SOME FUCKING REBLOGGING MACHINE!


so what's been going in my life?

nothing much. 


maybe except this.


and this




other than that,
my social life is limited to the internet.
shoot me?
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13th-Feb-2011 12:21 am - i wanna give you some good good lovin'
maxxie
I've been really really busy. 

On one hand, school has been really taking a toll on me.
Honestly, the amount of work my teachers have been forcing onto us. 
two words: fuck loads.

I am convinced that I've done more work these two months than the work I've done the whole of last year combined.
Maybe i'm feeling this way because I realised that I almost always don't do work last year.
And my friends have been commenting that I've become hardworking. 

That's because I HAVE! 
Well, not really hardworking.
I still don't do revision, and still watch shitloads of shows.
BUT!
I have been trying to complete my homework. 
Just attempting the assignments is exhausting. 
I don't know how I am going to cope.


On the other hand, I've got Driving Lessons like 4 times a week. 
And i end up going for driving after school, and reaching home at night.
With so little time left for the day, I have to divide my time for both assignments and TV shows. 
but most of the time, i do work at the expense of my shows.
which explains why I still have 17 episodes on my dock waiting to be watched.


anddddd.
i am kind of excited for Monday. 
okay maybe a little nervous. 
but i don't even know why I am. hahahahahaha.
i sound crazy. 
I won't even know a thing.
Everything would be just the way it was. because no one would know.
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